That’s a bi Ambivalence is a good word to start with

I love jazz, alternative-ind
I strongly believe in keeping myself real, not going against my principles and ideologies and showing that to the people I interact with: I avoid lying and my promises are always kept
I’m very kind and caring; I have big passions that revolve around nourishing my soul, for that I adore music, feeling it under my skin
I'd rather that everything occurs in a natural and spontaneous way
I'm as sweet and lovely as bitter, as down-to-earth as silly and I say that because of my not very refined and unconventional sense of humor
I don't like to feel myself pressed or obligated to do something
I love literature; reading and writing are my big hobbies
rock and other genres, such as classical and funk
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